03.04.2013

 Sometimes you have to get the shit out. I know because I'm getting lots of shit out these days : )

Am I Ready ?

30.03.2013

 People scare me. Even the closest ones to me. Actually the closest ones scare me more.

30.03.2013

 I always want to be perfect. I hate letting people down. I know my standards are veryhigh and iou that you're still t's very hard to keep up with them. But I'm still a student, in every means. I'm still learning. Let people see you that you're still learning, and that you are not perfect.

17.03.2013

 I was asking this question to myself “What do I need?” Now, I know. I need to change myself, my behaviours. I know there is a unique part of each and every person that cannot be changed. But my behaviours mostly depend on my childhood experiences. This has to change. I know I talk a lot about change. I even can’t change my wake-up hours Well , I know it’’s gonna take time. But this time it’s different.I am going to start now. Right now.

01.03.2013

 I hate being imposed on by people. But sometimes you have to do stuff that you don't want to. I hate being imposed on by life. But that's how life is. I know I have to accept life as it is, and I have to be flexible. The thing is, I'm not. It's probably very hard-or maybe impossible - to change how life goes on, so I have to adapt to these changes. It's much easier to say than to do. Well, I can be flexible I suppose. I can try to.