08.09.2012

 I'm trying to stop victimizing myself. Bad things don't just happen to me. But the future stilll scares me. now also scares me, too. Things didn't turn out the way I expected. Mostly because some stupid medication messed up with my brain. I'll get over this, too. Maybe it'll take time, and money, unfortunately, but I'll. ı wish I could just calm down and get over these anxious feelings. I have to try harder, I guess.